My Dog Cane Corso

        I already wrote about my family pet but now I have special occasion. My beloved dog will be Mom
 a few months from now. I hope so. It's not easy at all. I must go with her to vet and than will be what will
 be . Now she is six years old. Till now my Cane Corso wasn't Mom . I try to find some nice dog for her

 but she refused . I want to keep for myself one puppy and one I' give to my brother. At moment this
 breed is very popular here. They are very expensive but I like to know where everyone will live. Of

 course that I need money as all of us but never mind. My dog is always near me as guard and protector.

 It's hard to snapped some good photo of her because she is too close all the time . 

Cheaters Are Everywhere

        I must write this what happen to me last two weeks or so... I will start from begening . First of all I must tell you about kind of miracle which happen and about some cheaters who tried hard to cheat me.
    It was right before Christmas. Somehow I run out of money and I felt very bad becouse of it. Than miracle happen and I was able to go in the shopping center and brought all what I needed for Christmas Eve. In the same time I received e-mail from two  different man . They both wanted to buy my oil Paintings. I was so happy !
All my problems disappear immediately. It was like sunshine after many gray days . But in few next days I find out that they want to cheat me for money. One give up but other one not. .Anyhow he is cheater and I wrote him that I hope he would not bother me any more and at least he stopped . So be carelul because cheaters are everywhere.

My Painting As Present To Dear Friend

       I am not sure how other painters work , but I know how it is with me. First of all I must be in good condition.Of course it mean that I feel very good , that I have enough money , that I already pay my bills etc.
If something bother me , no way to touch colours . My paintings are always made with good vibrations and everybody can feel it when they watch it on my walls at home. Here I have no more place to hung them up , but never mind. I like to give my painting as a present to people I like. Right now I will give one to my dear girl friend with great pleasure. She just fix up walls at her home and one big paintings will make place much more warm than empty wall. Anyhow, according my mind when you received something or give , is the same pleasure. Last days i fight with bureaucracy to receive my papers and I feel like ping- pong ball between two institution . Worst of all is that every day of fight cost me my nerve. It make me angry for one or two hours daily. I am not sure how long it will be but I am tired  . When I got it I will celebrate and I 'll make several
new paintings I am sure. So this moment I am going outside with my dog ,  and I'll carry my paintings to give it as present to my dear friend.

One More Year Is At The End

One more year of our life will finish soon. Time run out faster and faster seems to me. And so many things to do still.We have always to do something. I think it never end . Even if you are young or older there are some daily things which we make at home and other too. I like to finish as much as I can but every day something new come up so impossible to say that nothing more to do. I have always to do something !    
        For example right now I have ti hurry with this writing because next is waiting for me. I must go to buy something , after that walk out with my dog, than make something to eat and than dishes....

        I must find out this days what to buy for presents to my family members . And do many things before Christmas time come around the corner. 

Ready To Give Up

    Today I am ready to give up everything. Am I kidding? I look so tired and I am tired . I write this and next moment I asking myself what's happen with me ? Really!
    In my entire life I was in many different situation . I was kneeling but I stand up again  somehow ! But now!?!
I am ready to give up. Obviously I changed or I am fed up of fight with hard time . In the corner of my mind, in other hand,  I know that I 'll fight or I'd die first .In my life I never give up , even if I know very well that I'd lost more than achieve. Must be something wrong with me...

   Nothing hurt you more than words used to hurt. Especially words from your beloved family number . My family are not large one . We are only few of us and all my love is open for them any time . I can do everything what is possible or even impossible for them and I never give up. What to do when hard time last longer than usually ? How to get it over when I walk one step,  but next day it turn me two steps back . I know that I am more nervous than usually. Anyhow I am sure that  am not going to give up. Tomorrow is new day !

Spring Is Here Again

     Spring is here again with nice sunny days and some kind of happiness. I feel much better or more optimistic than in the winter time. Like even air smell somehow different , nature is awaking up and life look easier. Seems to me that spring swap away our problems or just make it less important . I struggle with money all the times and  especially when weather is dark from morning my all inspiration fly away from me. If I look out from my window and weather is fine I feel like I can do everything ... Usually I start with new Paintings and finished some of unfinished and make a lot of other jobs.
       I am very happy because spring is here again ! Today is so nice outside and I hope something good must happen I feel it . I need so little for happiness ... 

   Long time I didn' t publish anything simple because I was not enough optimistic and all what I wrote and red it I save as draft . Not that many people read this but anyway I like to keep my bad time for myself and share with you only good feelings . I hope you can understand me. I wish you all to enjoy in the spring as much as me !

Happy Time , Christmas Time

            Happy Time , Christmas Time
       This year December come faster than I expected . Few days ago when my son started to search for Christmas things I suddenly remember last Christmas. Seems to me that it was around the corner...So fast time fly ! My late mother used to say how life is very short.  Time run day after day, year after year and one day you hardly recognize your face in the mirror. From there stare on you one different , older face , with many wrinkles around eyes, new ones...
    Christmas time is usually  happy time for all Christians. Of course if they have enough money and a little luck to be with beloved ones that days.I hope that everyone will be happy this days , me too.The other day I sit in front of television watching Africa' s people and their happiness with rain which come. They are so happy with rain ! How it is in life ?! Somebody need just rain but in other hand somebody is never content with much more .

     I wish to everybody Merry Christmas deeply from  my heart !

Everything Will Be Fine , You'll See...

 

            Everything will be fine, you'll see... 
   I already wrote this blog but it disappeared. Only title was published. I have to write again but it will be different because I write directly from my mind , not from paper. This situation is same with telephone numbers which we kept in our mobile. If we lost our mobile or something else happen, we loose numbers too. All my friends have already problems with telephone numbers which they kept only in the mob. phone and me as well.What is worst we do the same again. This is something what can make you feel bad when it's happen.
        Life used to be very difficult when problems follow each other in waves. Than we are unhappy and seems to us that bad time last much longer than good time. It's not truth ! I imagine life as an circle.It's move round and round. After bad time must come good time.
       Poor people think that reach ones have not problems at all.No way ! Their problems are maybe different but everybody have better and worst time in life.Many times I woke up expecting one ordinary day but it turn as extraordinary ! We must hope , smile and keep optimism high ! Everything will be fine, you'll see !
              

                                   

Summertime is Usually Happy Time

       Summertime is usually happy time for me and I think not only for me because of several reasons. First of all in my area weather is just best for this time of year. One can walk slowly near the sea as long as wish or swim in very clean azure blue sea. In the summer , school year is finish and children are free almost three months . Most of workers like to have their vocations during summer too.
     My country, or better to say my town is full of tourists from all the world  and they are very colorful . One can heard many different languages every few steps. They shooting photos , buying souvenirs , watching around... I like to see them . It's interesting that any time at street some of them asking me for way or something else . Even if I don't know how to explain what they need I try to do it somehow.

     In the summer people look happier . Maybe because of sunny or light clothes . I feel good in this time of year and daily problems are less heavy than in the winter. I like summer !

     Everywhere in the town you can see interesting performances from strangers and from our children or grown ones . Also music is on the every corner . During summertime my town breathe on some special way .

Great Surprise

   Last few days my son was busy with our comp every time when I wanted to surf. So I let it be . Today I started with some other things and than I just wanted to write something. At my great surprise I find out several more followers I got! Really great surprise to me. I have many followers at Facebook and Twitter as well but not very much at my blog. Seems to me like people are not interesting in reading nothing more than two sentences and that 's it . Maybe I have wrong . By the way I was sure that when I mention my blogs few times , not need to repeat it constantly.
    Anyhow I write my blogs with own pleasure but followers keep you going on . I am very thankful to every one who follow my sites. I know that every topic is not interesting for everybody and we all have less and less time to spent in front of comp.
    We forget how nice is to slow down even from time to time ! When I walk on the street people are in hurry like crazy. Nobody walk slowly as it was before normally , when you go outside with children or with your dog. I keep thinking where they hurry? Why ? If they come one or five minutes earlier at their destination what will happen ? I like to walk and I like to walk from leg to leg , enjoying to look around me , to take glaze at sky , trees , houses and faces ... Walking and thinking is great . On this way I get inspiration for my Paintings too. Every night I walk around with my dog. It become kind of ritual and I like it very much.

    If I have heavy day I am happy that it's over and I say to myself : tomorrow is a new day, new happiness... So my dear try to slow down walking around for hour or more and you'll feel much better than before. Just try it.  Nothing to pay for it . And don't forget to keep smiling !